Life is full of unpredictable things. Today you seem happy and healthy, tomorrow you might be in sick bed or upset or even dead.
If it wasn't due to Vertigo and drug allergy, I might not have realized a lot of things in life. Though I always cherish what I have but I never really appreciate each and every moment. I have learn to live my life as i have died before. I appreciate the kinship more than before. I love my loved ones more than before.
Same goes to relationships. You never know what will happened next. Will you beloved cheat on you or betray you? Or even lost feeling in the relationships? It's sad really very sad. sigh...
人生无常， 今日不知明日事。珍惜，珍惜。
4yrs coming.... but we just ended the relationship. He say lost feeling, and felt that I'm more like his best friend than lover. He says he tried but was hopeless. hahaha isn't that a joke?
Tried? tried what? Trying to avoid me? Trying to walk away from me every time I come close? Trying to show me his angry or impatience face? Trying to lie to me? So many trying..yes you tried but in a wrong way.
If you really tried, this will not be the outcome. If you tried you will have feel me, you will feel my love and you will not walk away. If you tried we have more years to count and celebrate, if only you have tried.
You say give us time to evaluate the relationship. Sorry, I do not need to evaluate coz I know I love you truly, I want and cherish this relationship. It's you yourself need to evaluate. Yes, evaluate how you treat your loved ones, how you make them feel. The problem is truly you yourself. Time, I can give, 1 day, 1 week, 1 year or even longer no problem but I do not guarantee I will still be around/available by then.
Nobody is perfect and I have love an imperfect person perfectly. What else can I do, I should be the one feeling hopeless. I have done whatever I could and I have pray whatever I can. Sigh..
You say can't give me happiness. I do not know what is your definition of happiness. To me it's simple, Happiness is someone that love and dote me till the end of day.
I do not see what will happened in future, but I know I will cherish every moment with that person who knows my heart and appreciate my doing.
