In life there are so many up & down, happy & unhappy moments. things change ppl change, nothing will stay the same forever. We jus wanted to be who we are & wat we are and yet it so difficult to achieve.
Hoping to find someone to share with u regardless of happy or unhappy moment. Where to find this someone? Sad to say that most ppl jus dun feel the same way. And how much you have done for them, is useless. We can't be a clown forever to make everyone happy.
Most of the time ppl will enjoy the happy moment wit you, and when come to sadness you will be left alone. Crying in the dark, nobody knows. Pain, hurt & upset nobody knows. Do we deserved all these or is it something wrong with us? Depress depress....
When walking down the shpg mall u see loving couples n happy family, u feel extra lonely n upset. Wanted to find someone but nobody is there for you... is it have to wait til the day when we die then ppl will realised how much they miss us & regret that they din do enough? But by that time everything will be too late...